| It's been way too long and yet it doesn't feel that way.
I feel like it was only yesterday that I was still counting down the years until I could drive a car.
I'm leaving in three days.
I don't want to become independent.
I don't want to leave California
I don't want to leave my *house* for that matter...
I don't want to spend hours thinking about music theory...
I don't really look forward to practicing 83259 hours a day (because yeah there are that many hours in a day).
I'm pretty sure there are jackasses where I'm going, but really...where are there not jackasses?
I don't feel like working hard
I don't want to part with my room
I don't have a watch or a cell phone charger
I don't know how to use an ATM machine or sign checks or use a credit card
I'm so not ready...
I don't feel 18...Can I stay young forever?
I'm going to hate the weather.
Probably die of hypothermia too...ugh.
No familiar faces
Probably going to be mistaken as an international student...
I don't like how both my roommates are Christians from the deep south.
I want to sleep forever
I wish I could go on vacation forever
This is probably going to be my last entry for awhile.
The ramblings at 1 AM tend to be sad and depressing. It's okay because spicy ramen makes it all better.
I wish I didn't have to leave so soon.
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| Rest in peace, David.
May you be happy wherever you are.
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| I can't believe it's December already. I swear to god I just updated this.
Um. Early decisions are coming out. And from what I've heard so far, about 95% of the people I know got deferred or rejected, and only 1 or 2 specific individuals actually got in (to Brown, Columbia, Stanford...whatever).
Hahaha, man. The people who ED are like...cream of the crop students (well, a majority of them anyways). Kinda...makes the getting accepted part seem that much harder. :(
Oh well, my mom says that if I don't get anywhere, I should go to DeAnza because DeAnza's trees are better than Foothill's.
Me: mom, what are you doing...jesus christ -.-
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| How's it going peoples.
I always feel like there's nothing else to say anymore. Have I gotten boring?
Ooh...ouch. Don't go there.
Mkay...I feel unhealthy. Like...having no P.E. will do that to a person apparently. I am totally getting fat. And my arteries are getting clogged. Well...considering this is America, I guess that's normal.
Speaking of America. Who else is scared of that Palin person? I'm like. Wow (actually, I had nothing to say but whatever).
Has anyone seen that Saturday Night Live comedy on Clinton and Palin? Now that was hilarious. :)
I have this urge to play cards for some reason. Dang.
The ramblings of my mind people. Thank you, thank you. xD
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| And so. Life as a senior in high school begins.
Taking the easiest classes this year.
Having nothing to do half the time.
Mmm...orchestra is still a huge part of my weekend activities...
College apps are semi killing me (it's more of the confusion that's doing it)
Annnd...that's about it.
Oh, and hello to all the people who still do Xanga. Which is very little.
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